Monday, April 29, 2013

Response Paper


Living Jerusalem                                                                                           Ethan Bennett
Final Response Paper

            After a semester of participating in the “Living Jerusalem” project by way of a class at Indiana University, I have a multitude of reactions. Overall, the class was incredible. I came to the class with quite a large expanse of knowledge on the topic of the Israeli and Palestinian conflict, with great interest in the politics, culture, and society of each entity. Though, while I lived in Jerusalem for 6 months, I did not have quite as specific familiarity with Jerusalem as I would’ve liked.
            The great thing about this class was that through learning in depth about Jerusalem, we engaged in discussion, academic discourse, and debate on the greater socio-political conflict. Jerusalem became the microcosm on which all other knowledge was understood, as the small city offers so much in terms of politics, culture, people, history, and more.
            Though despite the focus on Jerusalem, the class was very flexible and it was always exciting coming to class because the nature of the class allowed us, the students, to engage in discourse about a variety of topics amongst ourselves and with others, such as academics from around the world. We quickly found ourselves comfortable enough with each other and the nature of the class that we were able to diverge from outlined topics as we delved into specific elements of the Middle Eastern conflict in discussions from which our knowledge greatly benefitted and our beliefs were very frequently challenged.
            Overall, I am very happy with this class. This below sections will each outline reflections and suggestions that I have on specific parts of the class.

Blogging

            I have never kept a blog for a class before, and it was an interesting way of interacting with course material. It definitely was an effective way at forcing students to keep up with the reading, as each reading required a written response. I liked that I could add my very personal anecdotes as I responded to the readings, but I did feel quite overwhelmed with this aspect of the class, especially at the beginning of the semester.
            Taking into consideration the nature of a new type of homework, it was difficult to meet deadlines that were not in line with class times. In addition, while each time I was able to read other classmates’ blogs I was intrigued and challenged, the expectation to read a certain number of blogs per week AND comment was quite burdening. I would’ve rather had more opportunity to respond to blog posts in class and use ideas projected in blogs more often as class discussion triggers. When simply responding via the blogs comments section, I often felt like my comments went unnoticed, as did many other students. While the idea of holding discussions over the blogs is great, it was unrealistic for students to keep up with that many levels of blogging, responding, and responding again.

Readings

            I thought that the readings were a bit repetitive at times. While I found the book by Karen Armstrong to be complete and relatively unbiased, I felt that the immense focus on history might have been a little excessive. This may just be personal, as I tend to only take history into minor consideration and rather look at the present situation and conflict. Nonetheless, Armstrong’s book was just a little dry for my liking.
            Inversely, the supplemental readings such as those by Edward Said were a great addition to the readings. The smaller personal narratives that we read helped understand the emotion that stands behind so much of the opinion and conflict in Israel and Palestine. I also really enjoyed when we had the opportunity to watch videos in place of readings. Being a very visual person, I feel that when I am able to see what a person is talking about, I can much more easily place myself in that narrative, and further understand the emotion and feeling behind a story. I actually would have liked more videos, especially as we looked at the modern social situation and subjects such as gender and sexuality rights, as it would have helped the class better visualize the reality of Israel and Palestine in the modern day, as opposed to the images so beautifully portrayed by Karen Armstrong.
            One suggestion that I have with readings is that it would have been nice to offer readings more relevant to the end of semester group presentations. If our groups had more time to plan towards the first half of the semester, we could have even brought our own readings to the table and used class discussion and reactions to alternative, presentation related readings in order to better adapt and shape our presentations.

Guest Speakers

            I found the guests we spoke with to be an amazing addition to the class, one that very few other classes offer. The opportunity to hear the personal narratives of individuals who are directly involved in the matters about which we were learning allowed us to further relate to stories and emotions.
            One note is that I felt there was a Pro-Palestinian (for lack of a better word) bias when it came to guests of the Palestinian nature. While it was very beneficial to hear these voices, I felt that it tended to blame and criticize Israel more often than not, and portrayed a slightly unequal legal and political playing field. I would have loved to hear from figures on both sides, such as actual Political figures, who could offer (albeit possibly very biased) opinions that are directly representative of each group, rather than some who claim to be neutral but don’t actually come off that way.
            With this, I feel that eliminating some of US-based guests in order to allow more speakers from Israel and Palestinian would have been very interesting. In terms of hearing real life stories, this could help many formulate more direct opinions.
            On this note, I don’t have much to say about the videoconferencing with the OSU class other than I didn’t find it to benefit in any way and only added another technology barrier that frequently held us back from moving forward as a class.

Presentations

            The presentations were quite a treat at the end of the semester. I loved to learn from fellow students and see how each student really feels about specific topics for which they are passionate. I felt that all of the presentations were very well put together and informative, even if they were quite biased at times.
            One issue with these is that I would have loved to see more time for group presentations. I personally felt very rushed in my presentation, and felt that some of the presentations did not have time to fully present the topics. Maybe cutting the expectations and pushing groups to focus on tighter, more manageable topics would have helped with this. On this note, while we did have time for questions and responses to presentations days after all were finished, this hindered students’ responses and inquisition to presentations because the energy was no longer the same as during or right after the presentations and the information was not as fresh in our minds.

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    As started earlier, I absolutely loved participating in this class. The topics we discussed, the people we met, and the in class discussions challenged my views, pushed me to thing harder, and taught me a lot. I hope that along with the rest of the class, I will continue to move down the road of understanding we began in the class. While I am unsure if I will ever fully understand every detail, I hope to continue to ask and challenge others’ opinions while being questioned and challenged myself.
            

Monday, April 1, 2013

Web Journal

My position. I find this post difficult to write, because I never have been able to clearly define my position. Those who are strongly pro-Palestine often see me as biased for the pro-Israel side. Those who relate to the pro-Israel views have seen me as more neutral or even pro-Palestine before. But I hate these terms, pro-Palestine and pro-Israel. They make it seem that one can only pick one side. And no, I'm not going to go into the whole "pro-peace" thing either, because while it's a beautiful idea, I don't think it is going to get us anywhere.

So where was my position, and where is it now?

I used to say I supported Israel everything. I was an avid AIPAC supporter, and while I felt for the Palestinian people, I could care less for their political establishment. To some degree, this is what I was taught by a majority of the American and Jewish public. At least that's what I thought. But that was long ago.

I lived in Israel for a year. I was on a Zionist program. I wrestled with Zionism, and found that I could be a Zionist while also feeling compassion for the Palestinian situation. When the term "Zionist" is used in a negative context, I am disgusted. Because I see it as nationalism, and as pride. For what we do have, and the idea of what we want. I won't go into who I see as "we."

So I am a Zionist. But still, where do I stand? My views in fact became a bit jaded while living in Israel and learning and experiencing the reality of the situation. I began to feel a connection to both narratives, and felt sorry for the situation as a whole. But I didn't see it going anywhere.

This is where the position that I began the class with and I still have was born. I believe that until major changes are made in the political and social institutions that represent both parties in the conflict, there is no way we can achieve peace. I would love peace, but as I have stated numerous times previously, I don't see it happening. So I want to make the best of what we have. Create a status-quo that is habitable. Create stability until there is actual evidence that the two parties want change. That evidence is not yet transparent.

With this class, my position has in fact strengthened. I love the dialogue that we have engaged in, and I have thoroughly enjoyed hearing the opinions of others. This is good. It is step one. But, where do we go from here? I don't know. I feel that it is very hard to move on when we hear other opinions, but we still identify them as "other opinions."

This post is all a bit gloomy, but I think that is the reality I have come to accept. I love Israel. I love Palestine. I love politics. I want to learn more about them, experience them more, and continue to pursue a greater understanding, but I am not quite sure why other than the fact that I cannot stay away. It's too exciting. Maybe I'll find the answer in the next step of my journey.